只有悲哀和无奈。。。

在人生中有很多事是你无法控制的。在大学的一年内，对有些事真得感到非常无奈。人与人的摩擦，意想不到的突发事情和自己在生活上面对的问题已经让我感到透不过气来了。也许是我对人没有那一种戒心，也许我思想不够成熟，不过无论如何，我都希望我能坚强的渡过。。。。

Kukup surveying trip....

Yesterday i went to tis place.....

I went there with a few senior from the cf. Our objective going ther was surveying the place bcoz on 30 and 31 of august cf will conduct a camp at ther. Basically, the place was a fisherman's village which i found quite interesting after i arrived ther.

The hall i think we will use 4 d camp.....the place was quite good but unfortunately bcoz of the date we make camp was on our National Day which is a holiday obiously.....we hav 2 change the date of our camp. Damn sweat.......the reason i showing u tis photo bcoz i wont show anymore things of my mission going ther.

Ok next i introduce u 'tikus'.....

Ai ya is juz a mini van who fetch tourists la.....but i wonder they wanted 2 use the name tikus. As u can c on the van ther got chinese character which means rat, a mickey mouse sticker and in BM word which is tikus. So i think, does it mean the van aka过街老鼠 noe every lubang in the

area which allow them arrive at the destination faster......can u imagine u ridding a '过街老鼠' touring around the area......it juz totally weird.

Tis is the road of the village, it is a small and narrow road which could onli allow motorcycles, bicycle and people to walkthrough. The road hav no barrier bside the road makes me wonder if ther is som1 fell into the water o not......i hope not. Due to the road condition which is narrow, the people here mostly travel using a bicycle and on that day was the day i saw the most bicycle in my life so far.......suddenly i felt like im in china or japan somhow.

HA.....here a useful tool, at least is useful ther.....due to the narrow road the car cant go in to the village.....this things 'beca' (i make it up myslef) can transfer bags and belonging, goods and even long woods(sry i didnt get the picture).

Now ther a small incident i wanted 2 share......ther was a bunch of so call 小妹妹, which is som secondary student selling small flag 4 st.john ambulance......i was the closest on the spot.....and all my senior saw them juz ran into the house coz don wan 2 donate gua......i saw the girls r quite pretty so i donate one ringgit lo.......im a pervert k? im force 2 do so, u all try imagine a few girls in 6-7 ppl staring at u, wish that u can donate som money......how can u reject them.....and 1 more thing, after i donate they say me is the most handsome guy at the group.....i feel happy but i noe thats a lie, i like to tipu myslef somtime also......who wan 2 go vomit, u may do so......

So, tis was the specialty that u can onli get from Kukup. Thats wat i heard la. It is actually a jelly cover with somthing inside.....different colour means different flavours. It actually taste nice, and each cost around 50 or 60 cents. I juz buy some 4 my roommate onli......bcoz im lack of money and i don hav frige.......so sry my frens in seremban i buy 4 u all, it will definately busuk by then.

Lastly, i think Kukup is a good place......mayb next time we could hav a own trip with my form6 frens to Kukup, at ther all shalet* got equip wit kareoka........

Bad luck huh?

Yesterday was my 1st lab session......u noe wat me 1st kena dy, the multimeter my group have 4 d experiment was malfunction and we notice that after we nearly finish the experiment. damn sweat".

Haha, got cf camp soon, im d commitee member.......hope god give me wisdom and idea on how 2 make the camp interesting and meet god's will. Felt real scare, after all tis is my 1st doing so although is juz 2days 1 night. Anyway, i always say 2 myself that i can do it........and with god's help i will definitely get it done in style......hehe.

Sry 4 my bad english grammar. Hope everyone is happy and that also include me.......juz wish everything can go well.

hAHa my own "black tuesday"......

Basically is not a big deal after juz i nid attend class from 8am in the morning until 10pm at night and worse part is i have 2 wait that stupid, orange, colourplus bus which always arrive not according 2 the schdule. So, i wish i could at least stay concious during class and wish i still got energy 2 revise for the Electronic Principle test 2mrw. Haiz, about the subject im still blur blur de lah.......so basically god bless me la........

Meaningless sentences of my own : the rainbow will come after the storm
So i hope all bads will end well eventually,hehe.

#sry 4 my bad english grammar and thx 4 ur time reading tis meaningless pasage.......^.^"

Some thoughts....

Eh these few days of my life ar? nthg special loh....except 2day got a baby make 'cake' on de bus coming bak 2 seremban(my lovely hometown, 'DONT VOMIT'), the whole bus full of 'wonderful' smell. Thx god de smell didnt last long, hehe.

Recently, my sleep ing improve a bit la.....i think is bcoz im too tire after uncountable of sleepless night and not bcoz de problem was solved. Haha, i got a math lecturer likes 2 download slide from de internet and recently the slide copy from UMP, im damn swt" after witnessing this kind of situation......at least she can change the logo at de slide. God bless me loh on my math tis yrs....

I got a new roommate, who is quite ok not much a problem, we com from the same state which negeri sembilan aka"虾米烂久". Haha, my new hostel got som adding features u noe, i got tv lah, washing machine lah and some disadvantages la like smaller room, smaller cupboard, smaller desk, no wifi and '12 PERSON' using a bathroom, wat the fish aka wtf........

Overall, the hostel facilities is better as i expected except the wifi part. And i forgot 2 mention 1 thing, my hostel got no speaker de......hahahahahaha. Say 'dada' 2 the prays which hav been disturbing me day and night. PHEW wat a relieve.....peace at last.....hope the administrator wont 'pasang' it, at least until i hav 2 move out la.......

OMG....write too much liao....go sleep better lo after 4 hours of bus trip sibei tire de leh.....
The sentences of the day is sleep while you can!!!!

Thats all, sry 4 my bery bad bad de english ar.......and don laugh my poor grammar......may god bless u all.......

Good old days

Haha juz wan 2 say a few words onli.....i kinda miss the life back in Hostel tdi, i think the thing i miss the most is my roommate la. somtime i still thought making jokes with my roomates and we laugh 2gether. making fun of each other.....thats all seem different but whatever life must move on....i move 2 new hostel hope can b a good experince.........May god b with me .........

A tonne of problem.....

Condition : still cant sleep well.....added new problem

Actually is juz som silly problem i face when i move into the new hostel which is obiously a shoplot. I really respect them how can they rennovate a shoplot into an hostel.....1st i juz wanted 2 say that i got a quite ok de roommate.

Then my problem, the toilet is located 2 near my room and the water sound coming out from the toilet will certainly affects my sleeping.....this problem quite easily 2 solve if i can train myself 2 sleep like a pig(n obiously i cant coz im a cockrouch). next, im feeling a bit down and a bit blank blank de loh after coming bak 2 uni. Another problem is 'NO WIFI', this is bad at least 4 me la. i cant live properly if i don hav internet service in my uni life......that certainly will freak me out.

Haha, real deal is coming the problem i stated from the last post is still the main problem cozsing my sleepless problem, hehe now onli time can help me liao.....i think no1 can liao.....haiz everytime like tat very sien de ma......

So, i think ppl who read tis post will felt sien liao loh, always c me complain about my problem and wat can i do.......my problem is still my problem, i hav 2 face it myslef, alone.....

Bery sad cant always on9, but wat 2 do this is the uni policy........
#sry 4 my bad english and i cannot always on9 kacau ppl jor......=.="

自己的生活态度。。。

hehe，路边一棵榕树下，是我“帮赛”的地方。。。这不是真的歌词啦。我终于肯用华语来写blog了。

最近，我对我自己的生活感到很无奈。所以我来这边发泄，发泄下的。我是一个表面上对什么都无所谓的人，但其实我是讲的人来的啦。不过我不是对每一件是保持这样的一个态度的，我本人对有些事会很执著*。到一个地步，能让我不能睡觉（睡觉对我来说是我的人生嗜好）。

这个问题是很麻烦的啦。。。我很希望我能戒掉这个习惯，做个无忧无虑的人。有时觉得自己好像在自己被自己作弄，自残。。。好难受喔。

总结：这种奇况正在发生着第二次，希望脱离第二次之后，不好再有第三次了。我快崩溃了。。。啊。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

状态：还不是睡得很好。。。失眠中。