Haha useless me........

Eh b4 i thought i wan 2 post som place i travel during tis sem break but due 2 my laziness. i plan 2 hav talk about my recently problem and felling.....

Erm.....wher 2 start leh.....tis sem break i use too much money and until now i still cant believe it. So, that the minor problem.....the big problem is i cant sleep tis few day. i always thought sleeping was my life time hobby and it was my comfort zone. and i was wrong about it that i cant sleep while ther r still many unlogical thinking in my mind...somthing would happen and somthing wont happen. Sadly, i hav som 'bak to uni' fobia.....i feel very unsecure about it and plus somthing unwanted thing is enough 2 stop me from sleeping, scary huh?

So the sub-problem was that kind of feeling i experince b4 but is nearly the same feeling but different character.......and the situation was also a bit different. So wat can i do, i cant tell any1, at least i don feel like to share wit others wat is my problem.im still not ready yet.

Hopefully my problem will disappear itself or will b solve.....and hope it will not affected my life especially my sleeping in the near future....i will always pray 4 my problem and 4 my beloved mr chua also.........haiz...........haiz.........haiz.

#sry 4 my bad english and thx 4 reading tis meaningless passage.