seems to be too early

i can still rmb last sem at tis kind of time, im complaining to my ex-roommate Mr Jeremy that the fade up feeling is killing me. Although at that moment was juz few weeks after the new semester starts. But tis semester seems worser than last semester.

All of tis was juz bcoz 1 word 'pressure', im having a tough time of my family problem. Im facing the problem that seems until now i still cant find a solution 2 it, although i try 2 confront it and was happy i made it through but clearly was not enough. i also hav d burden on my studies, i wanted 2 target a 2nd upper at least. u juz cant say u juz wana try ur best and accept wat u get in the end, tis mayb true for me of the pass but now is different. i hav certain expectation in my pathetic life.

I miss my mum so much but i cant juz quite go bak 2 Seremban due to some obstacle......can say is an obstacle, is more like a responsibility. Actually i was worried rather than missed her. i really worried that she will eventually fall sick having those hard works everyday.......that certainly doesnt makes me feel good when im studying........HAIZ.........

juz like 1 of my fren said that, every1 hav their own problem, it depends on how would u solve it....and i juz took her advise of split it out in this post.....hope it will do some good to me......help me to focus more and giving bak the will that i loss long time ago.......

thx 4 reading these craps im writing........peace out~~~