Its been a bad week for me so far......i nearly make my motor 'puncit', i had to find a new house to live next semester, my phone broke, my co-supervisor giving me a hard task that until now i cant solve and yeah most importantly, i been having severe diarrhea for 2 days. FML.
Its seems like so much had happen in a split second, suddenly everything is rushing towards u. The tear rush feeling i mention above is today after i hoop on the bus back to PR. Before the bus starts, i starring at my mum and dad who is there starring at my bus also, waiting the bus to leave. Juz dono y, i felt like crying suddenly while starring at them. I felt so terrible that, they sacrifice almost their whole life to raise me up. And all i do was having sucks greds and cant even think of some simple coding. I felt is not rite to study far away frm them and cant b at their side. All i do s using their money onli........Recently, many of my frens had 'pull red curtain' dy, and sadly to say that i din even 'pak tou' or bring a girl home to show to my parents. Sry mum, sry dad........although my age is more than enough to go 'pak tou' but juz dono y it will end up like tis. People said, don be to obsess of a tree since ther is a big forest of tree available, but my thinking r a bit weird though. I believe that ther will b onli juz 1 tree that is suitable for me nia......juz dono when i would found it.
LAst week when to genting(thats the place i got my diarrhea frm i think), the celaka punya security guard always checks my IC everytime i enter the casino. Am i that young or my face juz look very suspicious. I wonder...........
Felt abit better after spilting out all this craps........hope 2mrw will be a better day and hopefully i can figure how to do my psm la.......God bless me and God u all too la........Every1 gd nite and sweet dream......
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