My distance with Him....

After yesterday night having a crappy song leading, im doubting myself if im really eligible 2 serve God in Cf. Some how i got a feeling that im been left out or more like a leftover just 2 fit the numbers. Is obvious that i left god and God din left me.....im giving chance by chance and i still cant do it.....

As others Christian says, christians are ppls who hav sins like everyone on tis planet earth and was trying hard to improve to be good. but sadly it seems like i cant improve at all after tis yrs, i try 2 change but it juz wont last long, i thk im too addicted to tis world......somtimes im thinking how com a person hav such faith and dedication towards he/she's religion.

Anyway, the most important now is i must consider whether to stop everything 4 awhile and rebuild the relationship wit God or juz keep on improving while serving God......

May God lead the road, rest of my life.........

From : seeking God cockroach