simple yet difficult......

Ar....2day is juz like the same routine, as usual waking up, attend class, waiting the stupid bas, sleep after the minute i get to my room. but 2day it doesnt that 'normal' after all 4 me......i been day-dreaming the whole day basically, in the class, in the bus and even when im walking.

Erm....my day-dream, i flash back a lot of stupid and crappy things that i done 4 d pass few yrs. it kinda emotional, stupid, happy(i seriously doubt that), and some make me felt that y did i even done that 4 the sake of dono who.......dumbass. A tonne of things juz pop-up in my mind. i wont share wat stupid things i hav been doing here.....of course u all will b laughing like hell.

Well, life is weird.....sometimes u felt u encounter the worse thing ever, and the next minute u will b thinking "thats not so bad at all" coz u r facing a even bigger crap that will make u think thats the worse thing ever, AGAIN!!! and on d other hand, talking abt happiness. when u hav a super happy time, u will wish 4 more of tis kind of moment. Sadly, each time u encounter a happy moment, it seem to be less and less happy inside it coz each time u hav a higher expectation towards it.

So, i don mind of this happy and unhappy craps anymore......coz it doesnt mean anyhting, on this minute u r happy and the next minute u may b piss off, that seem 2 b the reality at least that is 4 me.......all i wanted is "SLEEP"!!!!! i mean desperately needed some serious sleeping. MAn....i cant believe i hav 2 going on like tis 4 an whole yr dude.......

Life is simple if u make it simple, life is crap if u mind abt the bad things around u, that all real simple.......

so im trying my best 2 jump out tis small little loop of trouble im been getting in......hopefully

From : ur friendly neighbourhood cockroach