It seem likes whenever my semester started, i felt like there are missing pieces in myself. The feeling i felt it more than ever especially from tis sem and i thk it will in the future sem also. It kinda makes u feel fade up, and believe it or not, the fade up feeling i hav 4 tis sem started early, it seem likes too early, is b4 CNY. Damn i loss all of my mood to study........and mayb tis sem i seldom get back to my hometown and alot of shit juz happen 1 by 1......continuously non-stop. Im not complaining abt my life, u decide wat path u wanna go through but i juz cant handle the pressure. Im hav more frequent emo state and causing hell a lot of problem to others (sry 4 that if u r 1 of the victim).However, every the missing pieces seems to be found and put back together during my semester holiday. hang out with frens, laying whole day in my bed, plying on9 games non-stop, and i thk the most important is can stay with my mum and knowing she is alright. It feel bad when i noe my mother's sickness get worse when last time i get back home, it makes me almost study-less.
Life is not an easy task, u wanna live on, so u muz overcome the shits that happens in ur life......
From : Ur friendly neighbourhood cockroach
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