recently juz found out that im not thinking much on making some decision. is not like i straight on do somthing without any thoughts but is that when somthing that i wanna 2 do flash on my mind, i will juz straight on going to do it without thking twice abt it. i usually take a lot of time thinking whether i shld or i shouldnt on making a decision even is a simple 1, worrying tis worrying that. but now, things seem to b different, im tire to thk wat is rite or wrong...i juz basically follow my instinct and somtimes i felt im a bit reckless. for example, 2day i wake up from a afternoon nap around 5pm and suddenly i decided i wan 2 go swimming, so i did go swimming alone without any extra consideration. But b4 tis, if i wanna go swim i will definitely call my frens whether they wanna go onot which always ends up not going out.....
so, i dono tis is a good sign or bad sign.....i juz noe that im not that '婆婆妈妈' anymore....i will 'snap' making the decision regardlessly right or wrong. tis kind of feeling sure feels good, u dono wat will happen next when u make the decision recklessly.
anyway, my swimming session 2day was horrible, i thk i lost all my staminas.....i cant even last for an hour......FML
from : ur frenly neighbourhood cockroach
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