Tuesday, March 8, 2011

sign of falling apart

lol.....same process, same routine but different ppl, different situation......guess wat? i experience it again......although the level of seriousness is nothing compare 2 last time.......but it sure can make me act weird nia.......i started 2 open my book and thk of my homework but although im seem 2 b very hardworking. Well, actually im not, my mind juz blank.......filled all wit that shit dilemma all over my head.......Guess better luck next time huh? not my time huh? queue up dude, wait ur turn huh?

Hate my coward-ness, so fxxking hate myself. The fxxk up past memory is now flipping through my mind over and over again.......shit!!!!!!

As like i say, is not so serious. Hopefully after i wrote all tis here, i will b able 2 wake up 2mrw 2 be a boy with will to study and did my job..........God Bless xxx and me too.......haha

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