Solve the shits out.....

Ya true im a very emotional person, i shldnt b in Seremban rite and ishldnt b writing things on my blog now. i got tonne of assignment and on monday i got a test too(not an easy 1, for me la). ya, im hoem now, i mean seremban. Good to b home, yes thats true. But somehow i din feel happy.....my feeling seems to b easily distracted.

2day my mum found the file where i kept all my certs, and i found a small paper note in it which i kept it like 7yrs ago. The paper note of her dude(it's not a love letter, don worry), i somehow dono y it end up ther man. i swear. but anyway, that note paper sure give a warning or signal 4 me though. it means I shld b backing off, base on previous experiences. Can u imagine how stupid im, i put the note in my certs file which is an important kind of file 2 me dude.

Ya, i thk it through clearly dy. I thk i rather die slowly compare 2 i expose myself and die on the spot. Unless God really give me the chance or a show me a way 2 do it. I always get mad unexplainable when i saw somthing i shldnt c........haha.

Now, im having a dizzy head, i mean im real dizzy. mayb the pressure is juz too much? or it juz im working so not that enough that somehow i end up in a state like tis......haha

Oh gosh, i wish i could noe.........