feeling bad.....

i really dono wher to start, but anyway, is been a though week, i had 3 test, 1 fyp presentaion....although i finished my last test paper, but somehow i din felt any happier. Felt like im totally fuck up this 2 months, ther is not a day i felt happy abt it.....everyday new shits arise.....juz a summary, my phone broke, im broke due to the bastard, i get killer panel, my tayar 'puncit' in campus area, i get sick in the middle of the test week. Im not blaming anything anyway, mayb ther is ppl tht is more unfortunate that me, or mayb tis time im having a happily ever after life, perhaps this kind of problems is like 'kacang' for certain person..........mayb, mayb, mayb.....

But sometimes i will get into a state wher i c everything in a negative way. Is hard to explain......when im at that state, i tend to get pissed easily, i like to throw things around, slamming doors that i wont usually do(trust me im still doing it now)......it somehow thats another face of myself, the anger part of my self.

Life certainly is not fair. nthg is fair. ther r rich ppl and certainly thr is poor ppl to prove the existance of the rich ppl. Some r getting bad luck all his life but some can happy go lucky on his whole life. Ther is juz too many unexplainable fairness in this world and ya is kinda fuck up.......i hate it.

i dono y im typing tis anyway.....tis is wat i felt.....anyway im still fucking sick now, hope i can well soon.....haiz, life sucks.....