Rcently, or can i say tis few days, i been using 200 to 300 juz to settle the rental for last month and tis month.....fml. I some how get frustrated, due to unmature thinking of a diploma student living at my house. The story starts when my housemate which is a engineer suddenly gets a offer to b a lecturer at curtin university in sarawak. Of course, he 3x7=21decided to go ther, after all sarawak is his hometown ma. So, after his departure, things started to get worse on the matter of 'rental
fees'.
Then, another shit arise the surface. My another housemate's wife is getting transfer here to batu pahat. At 1st, it seems to be a good thing not until they get to noe that the place she been transfer to is far far away frm parit raja which called tongkak pecah(is kinda kampung area la). So, my housemate needed to move out since his wife is teaching so far away frm where we live now. He promise me that he will definitely, paying the rental till end of tis january means after then sem ended. (kinda relief)
Next, i really had to thank God for tis. Since they r moving out and i cant afford the rental anymore, so i had to move out after tis semester. But believe it or not, i found a house to stay after the day the decision was made. Sounds so unbelievable, at 1st i thought will be a hard time to find a house to rent since that was my last semester. Really grateful for that.
Now then, the best part. The diploma student i mention earlier, he came bak to starts his new and final semester, we told him our decision and hope he will find a house to move. But sadly that guy din even try to find, he juz say he will stay here after we move out. Due to our generosity, we felt guilt lo, then my housemate kinda found a new housemate to stay with us. The original plan is like tis, we will inform the owner of tis house that we will not b renting it after january and we planned to use up the 2 months deposit means at least we can reduce our burden of the rental fees.
And somehow tis guy i will call it '程咬金‘suddenly say he don wan to move out spoil everything. Now i basically need to pay double of the rent i usually paid......FML. If he some how move out, evey1 would b happy........i kinda lost the money i planned for cny for a new shoes, jeans or some new clothes. Now, guess i had to wear the same old shoes, same old jeans and same old clothes thx to that guy. I had a little bit of hating him now.......i dono y, i really gets emotional easily especially when im in pressure. But think frm another perspective, the guy is too young dono wat he is thinking, i probably will think the same way if i was at his age. So, basically i shld b mad but im mad........somehow, somewher,some i dono wat la
Trust me, im not having much money left. Im trying to spend less everyday starting frm 2day for the sake of not having to 'eat grass'. At least today i think i manage to use juz rm10 for eating. Thats a good start at least.
Haiz, nthg to blame la........if the shit is meant to urs, then it will come to u eventually. Believe or not, juz now im having webcam chat with my best fren, although we din chat much, but at least i felt better in the process........So, Father above, if u hear me, u noe my needs, so pls drop some money frm the sky to let me spend........haha juz kidding.
So, gd nite, and here is another negative statement i made at my blog again........
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