The 'ME' in the past......(sad)

1st i wanted 2 show u all a picture of a little boy.........don c the picture if u r eating, trust u wont wan 2 c it when u r eating.
Im so shock when the 1st time i c tis picture, im wondering 'oi is that me ?'. N somwher in my inner self says yes that is u dumb ass.....In the mean time, the picture also remind of som1 which is...............

Yes ugly betty, som how it remind me about her dono y? mayb its bcoz the horrible of myself in primary school perhaps?

Ok move on, thank god bcoz my look change slightly a bit la and not as teruk as the time during primary school.Im quite happy about that anyway although it is not handsome.
So i gonna present u the photo i recently i take 4 my self =.="

This photo look much more better compare 2 the picture taken during primary school although it sure doesnt look leng zai enough la. But i must admit la i don som photoshop work on it in order 2 get rid the pimple on my face, and pls appreciate my work bcoz is hard 2 get a nice angle on the picture of myself (is damn hard). Like it or not that is me......

Lastly, my thought on the change of my look:
- errm quite happy lo at least is not so teruk lo
- hope my look can turn better each year lo

ERm......i apologise 4 my lame english, actually i use the word look is not quite suitable but wat 2 do the words i noe in english is very very very limited.

New Year,New beginning,New hope

Firstly i wanted 2 wish all happy Chinese new year although i don think tis blog wil nit b view by anyone accept me myself.

SO, is almost new year already ,i got new problems , new dream, new roommates, and more things which is new 2 me.

Actually not much i wanted 2 talk about, i recently found out that all of my buddy got a partner,i mean is a girlfriend or boy friend kind of things..... Ya i felt quite erm....dunno how 2 describe my feeling rite now. Is juz that in my mind that all of ur fren will hav so call 'partner' and mayb family in the nearly further.

ther is juz 2 things is bothering me about

1. will i gonna still stay in touch with them after they having 'partner', but these theory is proven wrong by 1 of a fren of mine but i still worry.
2. next, everyone hav a so call 'partner', and y i don hav? actually it make sense the problemof myself i knew it all along but it juz hard 2 accept the facts......u noe wat i mean.

Ai ya i admit la ,i feel lonely a bit somtimes la......
wat 2 do , wat i can do is juz wait god 2 find 1 for me^^

again sry 4 me bad english and happy chinese new year everyone.

Problem,problem and still problem again....

1st thing i quite hapi 2day cause i juz finish de info 4 de friday cf gathering.

of course im not so happy earlier 2day, my electrical lecturer is so darn bored, i nearly felt asleep by that time. at last i cant stand it and went 2 de toilet 2 wash my face 2 keep in focus.then de computer programming lab, instruter is quite good but juz strict, didnt giv us any hints on how the thing should work and thought we learn all of tis during de lecturer class.haiz....we juz manage 2 finish it juz on time.so i must thk god 4 that,i noe is god work 2 let me finish on time.

i juz meet my technical writing lecturer. she is a fatty(not meant 2 insult it true). it quite scary though bcoz tis lady talk in manner that make me didnt fell well. her taling is juz like shooting, sooner or later som1 will get hurt, scary izit.....=.="now still hav 2 divide group in that course, hope god giv a good group of ppl so my job would b more easier hehe,(always want 2 take short cut). anyway wat is the use of gruop project anyway doesnt make sense......

believe or not me now starting 2 looking forward 2 chinese new year. actualluy is juz looking forward 2 go home, not de festive season. damn i miss home. semester holiday been home 1 month is like heaven 2 me, but when i return here in my hostel suddenly felt like i been in hell. hey i wonder in hell r ther ppl shouting their prayers.hmm....who noe lolx.

again sry 4 my bad english,actually manglish. hope my life will better and everryone happy 4ever.

Another new beginning.....

Erm...im start my new with a blow on myself. y i say like tat is i hav a heavy running nose when i juz arrive at uthm(kononnya). the weather here is totally different with my hometown. the weather in my hometown is usually hot like hell, moreover the resident in my 'Taman' had a weird hobby that is open burning. i don noe y but tis seem 2 b the case when got home everytime 4 sem break or holidays.

At campus, as usual girls r not much here. although ther r som new student but studying is more important la of course...cheh juz like 2 pretend im a hardworking geek kind of person. i com here i found that i had grow a lot of 'imported doudou' on my face that surely is not a good thing n im trying hard 2 get rid of it.

Arh....hostel. thx god i hav 2 new roommate, i much much more better than i expected. those 2 r not person that r not considerate. however i still quite not suitable with 4 in a room. but wat 2 do, the rules is 4 person in 1 room. main point coming, the love ly speaker of my hostel which had a different job instead of making announcement. the speaker bcom louder n i cant slp for 3 days continuously. but what u noe, the speaker 's volume had been lower recently n i can hav a good slp....at last.

So, many say that a new day is a new beginning. i say a sem i also a new beginning, although i might face the same problem as i did lst sem. but i hav faith wit god, god will help go through all this hardship..... last sem i really didnt did well enough at least i think it myself. so this sem i will double or mayb triple my effort 2 engance my grade. hope i will had the spirit 2 keep it up.....
加油to myself. gambateh.....

Lastly, i wish this sem all things will go well in the end. AND most importantly 2 wish 4 my parent 2 hav good health. and erm.... world peace no bom flying around ^^