Saturday, August 28, 2010

WAt a Music ViDEo......WaO

The 1st time i saw tis music video, the music was juz soso la........but the scene in the music video maks me fell in deep depress, dono y? felt like im juz in ther, and actually i din experince any of it at all......



the music video is basically was a girl that was very close 2 guys at the same time, the main character din act quick enough 2 propose 2 the girl 2 married him coz the other guy propose to her earlier i thk juz a few minutes......haiz.

the worse part is the main character nid 2 play the piano on the girl's wedding day and act like nthg happen. can u imagine watching the person u love on the wedding gown and the person bsides her is not u. Ouch!!! and thats hurts........

tis video ahd that impact on me and hope u all will enjoy it, of coz not in the way that i felt......

from : friendly neighbourhood cockroach

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

没那么简单。。。

歌有的唱,没那么简单,就能找到一个休息站(好像不是这样唱的)~~~但我的问题是我找不到休息站。。。

这个压力又是另外一种压力,压力从自己发出的。。。有些事你是很有心要做的,但当你遇到一些挫折的时候,你又会去怪人家,都是‘谁谁谁’的错。。。到头来也只能怪自己做的不好。我也终于明白要搞好一个事工真的需要时间,心思,关爱还有神(这点非常重要),没了这一点就好像在做节目而已。

之前,我们都是好像在为了节目而做节目,完全miss 掉‘为神而做’的这个道理。当人家攻到来了,我们还傻傻搞不清楚,还去怪别人,haiz.......真不应该。我很想做好自己的本分,但是就是做不好,毕竟个人能力有限,要做的话需要大家的合作,我们都好像一盘散沙。

还有就是,那些所谓'上面'的对话,我真的behtahan啦。他们讲话就是假来假去的,整个对话就是一个字‘假’。我们有时为了一些利益还要跟他们假。大家都是为主作主工而已何必呢!老实说,我很不喜欢假来假去的对话,我宁愿是骂来骂去的,骂到丢桌子也无所谓,就是不要假。他们的意愿是好的,但他们的处理方式不对。详细情况我不能说太多,因为曾经有我们当中一个弟兄把不满写在blog,然后被人开枪射到很惨。。。

还有的压力都是自己的私事啦!没什么好讲的。

小强名言:做人很假,人家会鄙视,做人真的话,人人服你