吓倒鼻子洞都没肉。。。

昨天晚上和家人一起去了教会。 在聚会有人唱歌的时候，妈妈跟我说荧幕上歌词是三行吗？我说不是，两行。然后她又说，我看到三行，那时候我知道惨了。不知道她又有什么病料。。。明明是两行字，她看到三行。当时，真的‘吓倒我鼻子洞都没肉’。不过还好，最后还是给我找到问题的根源，原来是她忘记吃药。。。。。haiz，吓餐死。。。。。

‘阿妈，下次表酱了，会吓死人的。。。。’

the start of an finale

last semester huh? many ppl(mainly ex-uni stdents) told me that u will miss ur uni life. but wat i think is the opposite. i c everyone in their uni will had some urge to go back bcoz in their respective uni will definitely experiences some degree of hapiness. as for me is kinda different, im definitely not happy abt the uni life i had, certainly felt not happy at all and i wont had the urge to go bak, not a bit, no chance.....

Guess tis is the last sem liao, had to work my ass out to finish my fyp for sake of able to graduate. i went bak uni early to start my fyp earlier but seems like 'langsung takda jadi la'. my progress is still 0% and i felt want to cry liao. everyday go to lab, even now the technician noe who we r.......fml. hope that i can handle my studies well tis semester, my fyp and also my serving in cf well la. im crossing my fingers for that.....haha.

Seems is the last semester, im kinda stuck on a question. 'What's ur plan after tis , Mr Ooi?'. for the record, i din think much of it actually, mayb find a job? find a mate perhaps? or juz do nthg staying at home 'ukur lantai'( the chance of tis happen will be when the sky suddenly drop a huge amount of money for me lo). but wat i noe is i had to start think abt provide some financial to the house and my parents. f.y.i, they are officially a retiree since last year. i din even dare to ask money frm them accept last time birthday my mum giv me some money.

so tis is life huh? u will keep moving frm another state to another no matter u want it or not. juz hope everything goes well in the future and hope i wont stop in the past myself and move forward........

i saw a quote which i think is very meaning and inspiring, 'Wake up everyday stronger than yesterday, face your fears and wipe your tears'. is nthg wrong to have fears or tears, it doesnt mean that u r weak, all u had to do is to face it and be tougher. add oil lo Mr. Ooi, u can de.....juz had some faith on wat u do........go kick some pity asses when the new sem starts........

stroger, tougher, smarter.......

happy time does goes a little too fast huh? at a blink of an eye and is over. seems like everything goes so fast, i finished 3 and a half year of study at uthm, i finished my psm1, cny will be over soon, im going bak uthm aka 'shit hole' thats wat i use to called it and most probably i will be graduating after 5 more months.

tis cny is kinda dull and boring but no regret, im still able to gather with my frens in seremban. go fren's house gamble-gamble, minum-minum, movie and yamcha kinda sums up my cny days. the most important is to stay at home, had some quality time with my mum.......but sadly tis year's ang pao really shrink frm low to extremely low. i din even get a total of rm100, fml. guess i need to use my money more wiser frm now on huh, i still have 2 weeks to survive b4 my ptptn came in.

for tis cny, things r abit different, some frens started to have found other half, some get married, some started working and of course some bz with their fyp like me. after c-ing them, i felt like im the 1 who is standing at the same place and had not move on........is hard to explain the feeling i had. is like ppl around is keep on progressing 'something' and u still standing ther looking like a stupid......that which in my opinion is disastrous. guess i nid 2 find 'something' for me to progress.

speaking of going bak 2 uthm, fyp is a hell of headaches, i still havnt discover or figure out how to write the programme for the PIC or visual basic part. really God bless me lo.......haha. so basically is juz nid 2 be stonger, tougher and smarter to solve it, juz tat simple. if i found the solution everyting is easy like 'makan kacang'........juz 'if' la

anyway, wish me luck for my fyp and wish those who r working, not working, struggling with their fyp or doing nthg a good year ahead and hope everything goes to ur way......