Bring it on....

This week is juz a series of unfortunate events happening week. My motor broke down twice, im sick (cant even concentrate wit the severe headache i hav), a tonne of shit needed 2 solve and last and not least 'i lost my pendrive again!!!!'. Fxxk!!!

Juz when i felt im abit ok after an hour of sleep, i thk of try open up the code and try 2 understand it. That was the time i found out my pendrive gone, is probably left at the printer stall when i print my resume.......shit betul. It makes my head more ache afterward. I wan 2 b hardworking but sure ther is something din allow me of doing it.....

Its weird, tis kind of things is like a ghost or something, follows u wherever u go......juz sometimes i felt fade up with all tis things coming 1 by 1 and dono when will it stop.......haiz. Anyhow, hope i can get through it, im ready. Whether is blue sky waiting in front of me or juz another pail of shit. No fear, Mr Ooi is here.......FML

OLD???

Recently i found out that i felt tired easily. Is juz like frm the minute i wake up, i started to felt the tiredness inside me. Felt so tire and meaningless, waking up everyday in the morning, knowing that u cant get things straight. I seem to b having lot of unfinish business everyday, well when i thought i finish the crap for good, another pops up juz 2 giv u a 'surprise'. Juz dono how, i somehow end up like living my life is to covering up those craps that was originated frm me la (so i cant blame others also, juz i did bad i noe, but i juz cant chg it better). I wish im a more well organize person that wat im now. I hate others covering up my butt when especially the shit is coz by ME!!!!

Juz felt disappointed 2 myself. 1st time felt so nia, im usually a happy go lucky guy.......haiz. Felt disappointed of the determination and promise i made when i ac

cept the task. I will felt very

disappointed when i failed 2 do somthing i determined to accomplish. Im in such a dilemma until i cant even finish up any of my tasks.......FML. Perhaps, for person like me, only suitable for some simple things, simple life.......like the if the sky collapses is non of my business. Perhaps, is juz i hav too high expectation on it. Guess i shld stick 2 my principle again that is 'u wont get disappointed when u don hav the expectation at the 1st place'.

Sometimes it juz not feeling so good that when som1 doing the same thing but in a way that is way better than u. Trust me the feeling, SUCKZZz. Sometime i was thking, y they can do it that good and y cant we do it that good also? I tend to lose my will when i saw others are lazy. But no excuse la, i really din did my part juz quite enough.......shame on me. I noe my own weakness, i got some serious personal problem......and now is starting 2 affect m

y studies and the task i was given. The situation now is, i either choose 1 out of 2, or i juz did badly when choose 2 2gether,

juz like last sem.......i cant even get a 3 of my gpa.........haiz

Guess im too old huh? too old for this kind of serious thking.......apart of me telling me to give up, another part of me telling me to continue and struggle, u will make it eventually. Which 1 shld i listen? Option A or option B. Or there is an Option C for me? Im having a headache on me rite now, others keep telling me to do tis and that, and i noe thats wat shld i do. But if i cant solve tis shit out, i will end up like last sem, and i don wan it to happen. Its really struggle, i will still attend the nite's activity whenever ther is exam on 2mrw morni

ng o not? Others committee member will juz absent and said they wan 2 study got test 2mrw. So can i juz learn frm them also? The truth is i did badly on test tis morning, Again!!!!

Dilemma, dilemma, dilemma...........................can i juz run away frm all tis?

Guess all i hav 2 do now is doing the........

Valentine's 2 me is......

juz nothing......but it bring bad luck 2 me, at least tis 4 tis recent yrs.......tis yr, i screw my paper yet again......i really cant afford another 2.xx pointer again.......there is something i wanna do but it will effect the other side of things, and u noe wat im doing till now also, believing that it is rite........hopefully.

Din hav much thought on tis kind of day, doesnt seem it matters 2 me, since i was born. The news of muslim was banned of celebrating the Valentine's day caught my attention of this special day, well 4 those who involve la. I usually din giv a damn abt it, but tis yr seem like, 4 the 1st time i noe that feb 14 is valentine's day. Bcoz my fren keep posting sad love song on fb, some wishes happy valetine's day on fb and some even putting a picture stated 'fat mou' at home.......the last 1 was funny, laugh my head off.

Well, i did hav a feeling of getting a mate or gf on that day. But that feeling soon disappear after the day, so is no big deal. Ya, im not desperate, im not gonna get any frens that really noe wat i feel here, so y not try 2 find a soul mate. But like i said, 'love is a many stupid thing'. The minute u step in it, ther is no return......like hell, making deal with a cross-road demon......haha, supernatural nice series though. Oh and yea, i don hav a target yet, don asking me if im having a target, coz im wrting tis.

So, happy wit my frens who founded their soul mate, wish them happy, they happy, i also happy......lol. Next yr shld make a single party or single sing k session.......let those bloody sad single release their tension. Ya, the matter is damn serious, coz a fren can keep posting sad love song frm the day b4 till the day comes, non-stop. Really sweat.....or plan B, by that time i shld b at home, i shld juz celebrate it wit my parents lo, but it does really sound abit odd la. But who cares, i happy can liao la.

So, happy valentine's day and happy 2 screw my paper too........peace out.

Notice somthing nice around u

Since that 2day, every1 will b 'bai tian gong' except my house......in the area. The fire is cracking and of course the stupid dog is barking. It shld b a sleepless nite i thk. So i end up writing my blog.

Somtimes our eyes juz were block by too much of negative things like works, studies, your future, bf or gf and etc. We often din notice the small small things that worth to b happy of. For example, at nite my housemate was hungry, and he will ask us whether we wan 2 hav instant noodle or not? And ya, somtimes we will treat tis as somthing normal or nthg at all. We wil think, wats a big deal, cook mee onli ma.......we even din say tq sometimes also when we eating the noodles. Chg another way of thking, he can juz cook 4 himself and hide in his room and eat, instead he is sharing by cooking urs also. Sometimes we shld b happy or rather grateful of these kind of little things in our life.

2day i read a passage, its frm the writer of the movie '3 idiots', it says that 'We are like a pre-paid card with limited vadility', so why don don we live our more enjoyable rather than choked half dead by all those problem that happens in our life........So, be cool and treasure wat u hav in ur life, that include ur family, frens, colleagues and of course ur foes. Everything counts, and is ur choice of how will u live it?

Peace out.......i thk the dog bark until 'bo lat' dy......means i can sleep le, buh bye.....

Classmate reunion

Yesterday i hav attended my primary school classmate d gathering. At 1st i thought i will not make it to the gathering, but thx 2 som1's bf i hav the chance 2 attend it.

The venue was at senawang's McD. The feeling of meeting them is juz abit complicateed. Im happy coz long time no c la of course, im scared coz i fear that i will end up sitting ther and juz say nthg.... clearly im juz worrying too much, that all. Som of them is juz really ki siao de.

Long time din met them, some bcom prettier, some bcom more handsome, some gaining weight, some started smoking and there are also some really behave like 'lala'.....actually his fb's name also start wit 'lala' d.

We discuss of alot of things. !st is some basic things, like wat r u doing now? ur holiday until when ar? wher u work or study? who look fat or prettier? Haha......but when the time goes on, everything comes out, vulgar words la, recall where we sit and who we sit with during primary school. But most of the time, they discuss alot of teacher's thing coz among us there r 4 working as teachers. They complain how oddly students nowadays behave and 1 of us, the guy (who looks like lala) share his sweet memory of making fun of his teacher during secondary school. Can u imagine, the whole class lock the class's door for not letting the teacher get into the class. then when the door was opened, before the teacher getting mad, the whole class singing happy birthday song. the teacher react so happily thought that the students was celebrating his birthday but that was until one of the student said the song was not for u. Everyone who heard tis story wants 2 salute to my tis primary school fren.

And again, our 'class monitor' Pei Lee said that im too quiet yet again. She end up saying the same thing when we last met. that is 'y u so quiet d? got gf o not?', my answer is of course 'huh? no.'. Then she said 'u c, must b more talkative, baru got girl de'. Later i told her that she is saying the same thing again, she quickly say sry 2 me and said she is too old coz som of her colleague say she is at least 28 years old and got 2 children.....haha.

The gathering tis time is really more interesting la compare 2 the last time......the topics are not too far frm me a boy who com frm a kampung university....haha