Melaka trip......

arh....Melaka the historical city. recently i hav been to melaka for a 2 days 1 nite trip hehe. believe o not, i been to melaka several times and i din visit any famous places ther b4, never. So, tis trip 4 me is still quite good, coz i can visit places that i din been b4.

ok 1st day, we arrive melaka less than 1 hour from seremban. Met cheam's fren(seem like not a quite close fren wit cheam), anyway we will tumpang a night a cheam's fren house.....which i felt a bit paise. after leaving our luggage(actually is juz a bag that all). we having our lunch at a 粒粒鸡饭shop, and we all enjoy the food. Sry ar no picture, coz som1 was too hungry and i din hav the chance to snap any pics.

NExt we went to the so call new shopping centre in melaka, dataran pahlawan. believe o not, we went ther watch 'princess and the frog' but the movie was not bad,we hav been laughing from the start until the end. B4 the movie, we all go 4 an window shopping, the window shopping din work that well coz even a 'kiamsiap' person like me buy a shirt, cant help it........after that we dicided to hav dinner at the Portuguese's village.

at the Portuguese's village, ther is a beach that provide quite a beautiful view.....but the good mood was spoil by a uncle. the hawker of those restaurant at the place was super duper muper guper ruper desperate.....4 customer. The 'uncle' juz follow wherever we go, that make us very irritating....it make me juz wan 2 shout the guy to 'fuck off'. in the end, i din shout him and we din 'bong chan' that uncle stall also......instead we go to go a stall run by a person looks like a Portuguese and also indian. Anyway we had enjoyed our dinner.

the pic below is the decorated x'mas tree at the village......ther r many houses ther decorated incredibly beautiful, the bad part we cant take any pic of it due to some circumstances.

Next stop, we went to jonker street.....bcoz is tuesday....the street seem to b more like a dead street 4 me.....no pasar malam and all the stall are closed. so we dicided to hav a boat ride at the melaka city....below is some SS pics we take during the boat ride......

after that we go 2 a place to yamcha....the view is beautiful.....the place located at a dock or somthing like tat. ther was the place i hav my 1st drop of alcohol, heineken.....it does not taste bad...but it does not taste good either.

Ok the next day, we wake up early to go eat dim sum at a old shop.....the breakfast is good, i enjoy it a lot. Then we go to the 'red house'(i bantai onli the name, i dono wat it call in english). Ther a red colour church and a bunch of musuem. We pay a visit and snap jor many SS and ZBL de picture....but at least i learn somthing out of it. i learn that the money at the old time beside of business dealing, it can also use to kill bcoz the money were rocks......

next we go to dataran pahlawan again!!! coz we kena saman coz din shown the parking ticket at the car. the counter of paying the ticket was located at dataran pahlawan....so we r force to go ther....so we consume some of our time ther....

then suddenly we hav an idea of going to PD(port dickson) actually is juz a dirty beach la. originally, we go ther is to see the sunset de.....but unfortunately the weather is rather cloudy. So all we do is go ther ZBL and take jor some SS de picture lo.....enjoy the breeze wind of the beach lo.

after the so call 'sunset' we head back to seremban lo.....

ok now i would to thank our driver MR. teo zhen kits, without him we wont b able to hav tis trip...

haha, overall i enjoy tis trip....although i din eat much great food....i hav visit many place i nvr been b4....

from : ur friendly neighborhood cockroach

小时候

昨天，突然兴起要拿我爸妈的结婚照来看。原来，我爸爸拍拖的时候没我妈讲的那样瘦啦，我觉得我现在还比较瘦叻。妈妈年轻的时候没化妆比化妆跟美，所以她的结婚照不是很美咯。

然后，像簿里还有一些我小时候的照片。我看了很多我小时候18sg的照片，也不方便放在这里啦。我小的时候很可爱的，但我渐渐长大之后就变不可爱了。皮肤也黑多了，脸型变了。我看着我五岁的照片，在想这个是我吗？很难想象叻。。。

不过，人总是会长大，会变的啦。。。变成怎样也不轮到你控制。。。

感言只有一句，那就是时间过得很快。。。

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恩仇论

有时觉得很好笑,当有一个人对你很不好，你可以选择害回他，背后插他一刀，离他远一点或者把他干掉也可以。其实，还有一个比较另类的，就是选择更爱他。。。很难做到的咯。偏偏我父母就做到了。

哈哈，讲故事时间又到了。在我还没出世之前，我的祖父和祖母对我父母的态度是好到不得了的咯。你们明白我的意思咯。祖父说我父亲是‘害’时出世的，很不吉利，不过当我爸出世那几年，我祖父真的没什么他运走啦。所以，我祖父不是很喜欢我爸的啦，甚至至到现在。爸爸讲完了。到妈妈了。这个更够力，我听我爸说，当初要结婚是因为要让我祖母开心然后听我爸的话去看医生。听到都冒汗啦。我爸的待遇没因结婚了而改变，他们对我妈也是很不好。我祖父曾经说我妈偷了我祖父家里的面粉，哇唠面粉值多少钱哦？要偷的meh?讲我那来贴外家（我妈妈的家很穷）我妈也是因为这件事而搬出我祖父去住的。

很讽刺的，现在剩下来照顾我祖父和祖母的就只有我爸妈。其他的叔叔和婶婶都离开他们了。他们看医生都是我爸妈带他们去的（知道的啦，老人家多病）。不要以为这些工作很容易，很麻烦的，因为老人家固执。他们都很无理取闹，有时还会赖你偷东西。真的是无言。。。

我有时就在想，我爸妈这样辛苦照顾我祖父和祖母，不但没有一句谢谢，反而得了很多怨言。也许，我父母所付出的这一切我都学不来（我没这么伟大）。但一点我可以肯定，我会以我父母为荣。。。他们无私的付出，真的是太多了。

from : 放假什么问题都没解决到的小强

真没想到。。。

真不敢相信，我竟然把她生日都忘了。。。要不是飞屎book有生日通知，要不然我真的忘了。。。还记得上一年我还记得她的生日，不用facebook通知。

哈哈，我看我真的是move on了。到现在我还是有一点不敢相信，但这一切都是真的。希望她看不到这个post啦。她应该不知道我有blog吧。。。天知道，哈哈。

还是那句，虽然你们不知道我在说什么，我自己爽就好。。。

From: 被吓到的小强

RojakZzz....

I guess u r tired of me complaining abt my life......but be honest im also a bit fade up wit my self. What to do, tis is one of the way of me expressing my anger, feeling, happiness and almost everything. Haha, finally i decided to upload som photo la.....the photo r so rojak and i cant decide wat title to put on....so i choose the word rojak rather than random......bcoz i think is more malaysian.

1st of all....

The trophy for the water rocket contest of malam kebudayaan bahasa asing. Firstly, i cant figure out the connection btwn a water rocket and foreign language. But anyway my team did win a 3rd prize, and as a result every team member get a 'junk' as shown on the picture. Eh is totally pointless and useless by giving out tis kind of trophy. When i 1st saw the trophy i nearly laugh my head off, it kinda remind me of the trophy i get from the sport day during my kindergarten's day and that makes me feel weird. I prefer money or a prize certificate(at least it wont seem so rubbish). But i cant complain, i din even hav any contribution on making the rocket anyway(im not lazy, im juz doing other assignment).

Next......

Perhaps the best laksa in seremban......i wanna to eat so much and i juz cant hav it. Coz everytime i return to seremban i will having a sore throat.....but thankfully tis time im healthy, i went to the Asia restaurant(if not mistaken). The taste of the laksa still remains but the ingredient seem to be less, haha mayb is due to food price raised for tis few yrs. Is quite good, and it is a old shop.....it worth a try for those who havnt try b4. i think tis is the laksa i will eat in seremban....lolx

More.....

This is the fruit rojak i would eat almost every week in seremban. It doesnt look pretty on the photo, but it sure taste good.....u can find it in every big pasar malam like at blossom and seremban jaya......actually, tis stall was opened by 1 of our brother from my church.....but it doesnt mean im helping him promoting his food. It really good, but if u buy jor and felt nthg special at all. pls don shoot me or throw rotten egg on me.....i really felt it taste good.....

and.....
tis is nthg special la.....juz wanted to say that i enjoy mcdonald's meal alot since i was small.....and even until now......i juz dunno y and how im so amuse by the taste of the burger.....anyway mcdonald is better than kfc la.......

YEs!!!! i din complain anything abt my life in tis post......haha

From : ur friendly neighbourhood cockroach

我的平凡生活

在我小时候有一个很白痴的愿望。我想平平凡凡过我一生，我所指的平凡是能养活父母，自己有的穿有的住就好了。我小的时候的想法就是这么简单，想起来还真的有点好笑。也许是我妈妈的随和性格影响我吧。。。我都是无所谓，什么东西过了就算，也不喜欢骂人，也不喜欢人骂我。一切从简。这个所谓的梦想，我还保持到中六叻。

不过，经过时间的洗礼。我的思想在我不知不觉中已变了。以前的我是会在每一件事上，都会想他人会得到什么还有会对其他人造成麻烦吗？甚至连自己还没想到自己做了会有什么后果，就帮了人。但我现在发觉我比较自私了，我回想自己会得到什么，还有我不能讨好每一个人。也许我太累了，也许我变聪明了，也许我变坏了，也许我看开了。有时我在想，我对人好，人家又有对我好么？何必呢，连一个牙膏都可以弄到这样。。。真是无言咯。。。

还有，我对某某东西也开始没那么执著了。我现在觉得有又怎样没有又怎样？没分别。虽然，感觉还是空空的。。。但是还好啦。喜欢未必要拥有，拥有了也未必会喜欢。因为在房间的东西有时也会突然不见的。。。虽然我最后也知道那东西去了哪里。我不是抱怨，我要说的是这件事让我有了在另外一件事上的领悟。原来，我的东西要不见是那么容易。

到了大学后才领悟到我白痴的梦想是不可能实现的。也没想到我竟然变成一个我不想变成的一个人。有时觉得做人很辛苦，做来不知道来做什么的。但是有时回到家看到妈妈，整个人有好像有回斗志了。

但是，我也不是完全变得我不满意的啦。我现在学会了在每一件不管是好的事或不好的事当中，都可以想到她好的一面，这样很好，也许你面对那个问题不会生气或伤心。there is always a good or bright side in any situation either is good or bad. 讲真的，如果我不是这么想的话，这个sem我崩溃了。

说以我的废话就写到这里了。

From: 现在又开心又无奈的小强 :)

想不到。。。

想不到我今天早上会起身跑步，
想不到我今天又去喝茶了，
想不到我明天要去见老朋友，
想不到我真的有很多豆豆在我脸上，
想不到我生日没什么事发生，
想不到我今天会做了一件我很想做的事，
想不到我做我很想做的事会在这种场合，
想不到的是我竟然会那么紧张，
想不到的是，事情没我想得那么严重，
想不到的是今天online game为什么会那么lag的，
想不到的是我竟然忘了之前的誓言，说要改变自己，
想不到这个学期会遇到这样的人（你们就不要对号入座啦,没人在讲你），
想不到这个学期的成绩会比之前的好，
想不到我这几天还没开始学驾车，
想不到我还有很多东西，我了要做但还没做的事，
想不到我想学回打篮球，但现在家毅力篮球也没有，
想不到我心太弱了，什么事都在忍，
还有很多想不到，相信你们看到都sien啦，
但这些我都必须面对，
我一定要有信心，我能生过这一切。
我能的，但希望不像malaysia boleh 这样喊了酱久还是不可以，

我知道我在废话连篇，但这都是我的心声。
From：Your friendly neighborhood cockroach

不。改变

最近，我脑子总是想些有的没有的。当中，我领悟到我不能一直Happy go lucky下去。所以，我到处问朋友我应该改什么？得到的答案是态度和自信心。坦白说，我已知道这是我的问题很久了，只是改不掉。我的态度总是与世无争，得过且过，随便就好和最好不要烦到我（你不烦我，我不烦你）。我相信这一些我都能改，正在努力当中。

然而，有些原本都有的本质是很难改的。我当初以为我办得到，能把他改掉，结果叻，更惨越踩越深，深到爬不会上来。不过我觉得我的本质没什么不好。对某些东西很执着，至少我还会专注在某样东西。但是，往往为了这某样东西，而忘了其它的东西，那就不好了。

最后，我还继续改进自己的，但对于我的那个本质。除了，叹气，悲哀，无助都不知道还能做什么了。所以，改不改好，当然要改，但真的不能完全改完。谢谢本人的废话，抱歉和谢谢。

The "degil"ness of me!!!

I don noe u all hav realize that everyone of us will be so stubborn when com on to some topic, incident or people. Recently, i do a lot of thinking of myself. i found that i was acting stubborn in many things. For example, i will keep listening a song over over over......still OVER again( mayb a few month) if i found the song is meaningful+nice and i wont fade up with it, weird huh?siao huh?

Next, somthing which i noe i nid to learn or do but i purposely ignore it unless it was a emergency or threatening my life(i havnt experience b4).Like driving a car, i noe i must learn to drive although i hav a license somtime i felt myself juz giving some lame reason not to do so....but the car at my house really jialat de la. Ther is more, i wan 2 score high grade in my study at university but everything seem to be done last minute and somtime i don even do due to my laziness. HAha it juz reminded me i did nthg but sleeping and playing during tis holiday....

Lastly, i realise something today. MAyb my problem can b solve by using my previous encounter and my frens encounter to scare myself. Anyway i juz thought of it 2day though, but i hav an decision dy but i dunno this decision will last long o not? bcoz im a guy who can change his mind anytimwe and anywhere....so hopefully not tis time. Haha i think u all still didnt quite get wat im saying, hehe me siok sendiri cukup la.....haha wish all hav a happy day.....

From ur friendly neighborhood cockroach....

莫名其妙

放假了。。。在家玩着“飞屎book”和打on9 game。在听这首着陶喆陶喆的歌《暗恋》。这首歌的歌词写得很好，我好像看到以前的自己。当然，现在的我不会这样笨了的啦。。。我对我自己说好了，不会再由任何事和人影响我的生活。Haha "。。。so here im standing all alone。。。"你可能觉得我很无知，也许你根本不知道我再说什么。。。不用紧，我自己爽就好。哇，松完。。。可以去睡觉咯。

Juz a somthing to share

I wanted to share song title "move along" by All American reject. I felt ther is a lot of negative going on around me, my friends and including myself.
Here are the lyrics......try to understand the meaning inside the lyrics.


Move Along

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]
(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along

U all can try to listening the song.....the song is nice and yet meaningful
And hope tis post would help those who are depressing......

Posted by your friendly neighbourhood 'Crockrouch'......xD

haha useless me 2....

i don noe somthimes wat im thinking....thinking things that wont happen and things that dont even exist also.....haiz.

for example like 2day is anugerah dekan award day, i don y i saw those who can go and i felt a bit uneasy bcoz i thought of my 1st sem grade which is 3.49 and the minimum requirement to get dekan award was 3.50......during the whole i didnt care about it much but not until 2day. I felt nothing ectually juz a bit bit unpleasant thats all.

and my main problem i havnt quite manage to solve it yet, but i think successfully throw it a side coz sometimes i juz too bz until i forgot the problem. although sometime i will thought of it somehow.....thank god the effect is less now....

may god b with all of us and sry 4 my poor grammar......

只有悲哀和无奈。。。

在人生中有很多事是你无法控制的。在大学的一年内，对有些事真得感到非常无奈。人与人的摩擦，意想不到的突发事情和自己在生活上面对的问题已经让我感到透不过气来了。也许是我对人没有那一种戒心，也许我思想不够成熟，不过无论如何，我都希望我能坚强的渡过。。。。

Kukup surveying trip....

Yesterday i went to tis place.....

I went there with a few senior from the cf. Our objective going ther was surveying the place bcoz on 30 and 31 of august cf will conduct a camp at ther. Basically, the place was a fisherman's village which i found quite interesting after i arrived ther.

The hall i think we will use 4 d camp.....the place was quite good but unfortunately bcoz of the date we make camp was on our National Day which is a holiday obiously.....we hav 2 change the date of our camp. Damn sweat.......the reason i showing u tis photo bcoz i wont show anymore things of my mission going ther.

Ok next i introduce u 'tikus'.....

Ai ya is juz a mini van who fetch tourists la.....but i wonder they wanted 2 use the name tikus. As u can c on the van ther got chinese character which means rat, a mickey mouse sticker and in BM word which is tikus. So i think, does it mean the van aka过街老鼠 noe every lubang in the

area which allow them arrive at the destination faster......can u imagine u ridding a '过街老鼠' touring around the area......it juz totally weird.

Tis is the road of the village, it is a small and narrow road which could onli allow motorcycles, bicycle and people to walkthrough. The road hav no barrier bside the road makes me wonder if ther is som1 fell into the water o not......i hope not. Due to the road condition which is narrow, the people here mostly travel using a bicycle and on that day was the day i saw the most bicycle in my life so far.......suddenly i felt like im in china or japan somhow.

HA.....here a useful tool, at least is useful ther.....due to the narrow road the car cant go in to the village.....this things 'beca' (i make it up myslef) can transfer bags and belonging, goods and even long woods(sry i didnt get the picture).

Now ther a small incident i wanted 2 share......ther was a bunch of so call 小妹妹, which is som secondary student selling small flag 4 st.john ambulance......i was the closest on the spot.....and all my senior saw them juz ran into the house coz don wan 2 donate gua......i saw the girls r quite pretty so i donate one ringgit lo.......im a pervert k? im force 2 do so, u all try imagine a few girls in 6-7 ppl staring at u, wish that u can donate som money......how can u reject them.....and 1 more thing, after i donate they say me is the most handsome guy at the group.....i feel happy but i noe thats a lie, i like to tipu myslef somtime also......who wan 2 go vomit, u may do so......

So, tis was the specialty that u can onli get from Kukup. Thats wat i heard la. It is actually a jelly cover with somthing inside.....different colour means different flavours. It actually taste nice, and each cost around 50 or 60 cents. I juz buy some 4 my roommate onli......bcoz im lack of money and i don hav frige.......so sry my frens in seremban i buy 4 u all, it will definately busuk by then.

Lastly, i think Kukup is a good place......mayb next time we could hav a own trip with my form6 frens to Kukup, at ther all shalet* got equip wit kareoka........

Bad luck huh?

Yesterday was my 1st lab session......u noe wat me 1st kena dy, the multimeter my group have 4 d experiment was malfunction and we notice that after we nearly finish the experiment. damn sweat".

Haha, got cf camp soon, im d commitee member.......hope god give me wisdom and idea on how 2 make the camp interesting and meet god's will. Felt real scare, after all tis is my 1st doing so although is juz 2days 1 night. Anyway, i always say 2 myself that i can do it........and with god's help i will definitely get it done in style......hehe.

Sry 4 my bad english grammar. Hope everyone is happy and that also include me.......juz wish everything can go well.

hAHa my own "black tuesday"......

Basically is not a big deal after juz i nid attend class from 8am in the morning until 10pm at night and worse part is i have 2 wait that stupid, orange, colourplus bus which always arrive not according 2 the schdule. So, i wish i could at least stay concious during class and wish i still got energy 2 revise for the Electronic Principle test 2mrw. Haiz, about the subject im still blur blur de lah.......so basically god bless me la........

Meaningless sentences of my own : the rainbow will come after the storm
So i hope all bads will end well eventually,hehe.

#sry 4 my bad english grammar and thx 4 ur time reading tis meaningless pasage.......^.^"

Some thoughts....

Eh these few days of my life ar? nthg special loh....except 2day got a baby make 'cake' on de bus coming bak 2 seremban(my lovely hometown, 'DONT VOMIT'), the whole bus full of 'wonderful' smell. Thx god de smell didnt last long, hehe.

Recently, my sleep ing improve a bit la.....i think is bcoz im too tire after uncountable of sleepless night and not bcoz de problem was solved. Haha, i got a math lecturer likes 2 download slide from de internet and recently the slide copy from UMP, im damn swt" after witnessing this kind of situation......at least she can change the logo at de slide. God bless me loh on my math tis yrs....

I got a new roommate, who is quite ok not much a problem, we com from the same state which negeri sembilan aka"虾米烂久". Haha, my new hostel got som adding features u noe, i got tv lah, washing machine lah and some disadvantages la like smaller room, smaller cupboard, smaller desk, no wifi and '12 PERSON' using a bathroom, wat the fish aka wtf........

Overall, the hostel facilities is better as i expected except the wifi part. And i forgot 2 mention 1 thing, my hostel got no speaker de......hahahahahaha. Say 'dada' 2 the prays which hav been disturbing me day and night. PHEW wat a relieve.....peace at last.....hope the administrator wont 'pasang' it, at least until i hav 2 move out la.......

OMG....write too much liao....go sleep better lo after 4 hours of bus trip sibei tire de leh.....
The sentences of the day is sleep while you can!!!!

Thats all, sry 4 my bery bad bad de english ar.......and don laugh my poor grammar......may god bless u all.......

Good old days

Haha juz wan 2 say a few words onli.....i kinda miss the life back in Hostel tdi, i think the thing i miss the most is my roommate la. somtime i still thought making jokes with my roomates and we laugh 2gether. making fun of each other.....thats all seem different but whatever life must move on....i move 2 new hostel hope can b a good experince.........May god b with me .........

A tonne of problem.....

Condition : still cant sleep well.....added new problem

Actually is juz som silly problem i face when i move into the new hostel which is obiously a shoplot. I really respect them how can they rennovate a shoplot into an hostel.....1st i juz wanted 2 say that i got a quite ok de roommate.

Then my problem, the toilet is located 2 near my room and the water sound coming out from the toilet will certainly affects my sleeping.....this problem quite easily 2 solve if i can train myself 2 sleep like a pig(n obiously i cant coz im a cockrouch). next, im feeling a bit down and a bit blank blank de loh after coming bak 2 uni. Another problem is 'NO WIFI', this is bad at least 4 me la. i cant live properly if i don hav internet service in my uni life......that certainly will freak me out.

Haha, real deal is coming the problem i stated from the last post is still the main problem cozsing my sleepless problem, hehe now onli time can help me liao.....i think no1 can liao.....haiz everytime like tat very sien de ma......

So, i think ppl who read tis post will felt sien liao loh, always c me complain about my problem and wat can i do.......my problem is still my problem, i hav 2 face it myslef, alone.....

Bery sad cant always on9, but wat 2 do this is the uni policy........
#sry 4 my bad english and i cannot always on9 kacau ppl jor......=.="

自己的生活态度。。。

hehe，路边一棵榕树下，是我“帮赛”的地方。。。这不是真的歌词啦。我终于肯用华语来写blog了。

最近，我对我自己的生活感到很无奈。所以我来这边发泄，发泄下的。我是一个表面上对什么都无所谓的人，但其实我是讲的人来的啦。不过我不是对每一件是保持这样的一个态度的，我本人对有些事会很执著*。到一个地步，能让我不能睡觉（睡觉对我来说是我的人生嗜好）。

这个问题是很麻烦的啦。。。我很希望我能戒掉这个习惯，做个无忧无虑的人。有时觉得自己好像在自己被自己作弄，自残。。。好难受喔。

总结：这种奇况正在发生着第二次，希望脱离第二次之后，不好再有第三次了。我快崩溃了。。。啊。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

状态：还不是睡得很好。。。失眠中。

Haha useless me........

Eh b4 i thought i wan 2 post som place i travel during tis sem break but due 2 my laziness. i plan 2 hav talk about my recently problem and felling.....

Erm.....wher 2 start leh.....tis sem break i use too much money and until now i still cant believe it. So, that the minor problem.....the big problem is i cant sleep tis few day. i always thought sleeping was my life time hobby and it was my comfort zone. and i was wrong about it that i cant sleep while ther r still many unlogical thinking in my mind...somthing would happen and somthing wont happen. Sadly, i hav som 'bak to uni' fobia.....i feel very unsecure about it and plus somthing unwanted thing is enough 2 stop me from sleeping, scary huh?

So the sub-problem was that kind of feeling i experince b4 but is nearly the same feeling but different character.......and the situation was also a bit different. So wat can i do, i cant tell any1, at least i don feel like to share wit others wat is my problem.im still not ready yet.

Hopefully my problem will disappear itself or will b solve.....and hope it will not affected my life especially my sleeping in the near future....i will always pray 4 my problem and 4 my beloved mr chua also.........haiz...........haiz.........haiz.

#sry 4 my bad english and thx 4 reading tis meaningless passage.

Genting highland trip 2009

Haha....i when on a trip again tis time i go jor genting highland aka 肯定害人 bcoz go ther means use money.....at the 1st thought hearing that my fren suggested to go genting was it will b boring,boring,boring and still boring. Anyway i agree to go bcoz of the boredomness.
Tis photo was taken on the cable car on the way to genting highland, im totally freak out bcoz im afraid of height.....the whole journey on the cable car ,i juz hold on the 'tiang'.

Ahh.....dinner was great. i didnt mean that the food was great. we went to k-box so sing song bcoz there is a package include dinner......and wat u noe we stay 4 about four and a half hour ther, i felt so happy bcoz it was so worth.....sleep also will smile lo like tis. using for 4 hour + and paying price for 2 hours.
Tis photo taken at the front of the genting hotel, featuring the three musketeer not three dumbass.....lolx.....no la juz felt me in tis photo juz terrible.The two aunties are crazy taking photo of themselves during the night after the singing at de k-box. those 2 can really take about 500++ if i bring my charger. totally insane.....

The next day we when to the Genting theme park 2 plying....the park was surprisingly full of human being which we felt quite surprise. As expected...we taking the pirate ride, roller coaster and de machine known as"suicide dive machine" hehe.......this photo was taken in a beryl's chocolate shop if not mistaken in the themepark.......


Overall, i surprising happy on tis trip...mayb got a bunch of aunties going with creating more laughter and chatting topic gua.......hehe next sem holiday wan go wher leh......ermm...who noes.

#sry for my lame english and thankyou 4 myself writing tis meaningless passage hehe.....

The turning point of my life so far

haha...during this holiday i thought of many thing i hav done or experince in my miserable life...there is still som laughter and smile. 1 of the most valueable thing i can thought of is my friends....it could b more worst without my friends. My life sttart changes when i meet some new frens during form4 when i move to a new school SMK Seremban Jaya which is located too near to my house( that the main reason i move ther).

i meet mr. tay, pao ling, choi and bla bla bla la...mayb due to their noisiness, i started to change from a introvert guy to a person who likes a bit of talking. That the thing i felt really happy about...so i always say if not bcoz of them, OOI is now a dull guy who even scare to talk wit som1.

Bside that, ther is som black sector ther in the good old days....due 2 my childish minded thinking, i thouhgt everything would work as planned, but the world is like tat de la....and thank 2 that i learn about reality side of the world....during that time im very sad and cant sleep 4 about 3 months and thank god i hav som frens who willing 2 caunsel and wasting their precious time to yamcha wit me....Som time when i recall bak myself at that time, life means nothing 2 me...going class without the will of studying....at home losing the interest of sleeping( sleep is my life-time interest, i will sleep no matter how bad was the situation but that time is different).

Hehehehehe.....thx god now everythings is over and i think i can move on now.....i still can enter university although i miss the 3 month form 6 classes.....thx to u guys.....without u all OOI will still remain a dull and boring kind of geek.

Although many person reading tis will hav tis (=.=)" expression bcoz don noe wat im talking about and wat hav happen.... i hav reasons 2 keep it a secret. Lastly, sry 4 my terrible english and grammar, may god bless u all.

Haha.......my semester is over!!!

My feeling right now is juz like im scoring a gaol in a match......yeah!!!

I officially announces that my combo paper is over, means that my exam is over........although i did not done well on de exam. But who cares im free now, at least for 2 month.....hooray!!!! I feel damn happy and im started teasing my roommates.....haha. But thx god la, who been providing the power and strength to study during exam (at least i study a bit la)....................ZzzZzzZzz.............ZZzzz

My perfect plan.......ruin

Hehe i wan 2 complain again, tis time is my kolej kediaman aka tdi. The hostel is run a bunch of asshole who hav nothing 2 do n wanted to organizing som stupid activities, the worse part is they force us student who live in the hostel to involve in such meaningless activities. But i heard rumors that by organizing an activity, the activity committee member can 'makan rasuah' a bit. That the onli reason i can think of behind those stupid activities.

First let me introduce the stupid activity of the day, motivation camp for primary school student. Of course, this is a good activity that motivate primary school students in order to enhance their study. The problem is the administrator of the hostel juz force everyone from the 1st yr student to involve in the event to be the organizer. This crappy move has cost a hell problem to most of the students that include sarawakian n sabahan. This is shit man, i paying money to live in this hostel n i hav to b in som activities im not interested. N that doesnt makes any sense...........haiz.

the camp hav ruin my holiday plan n the motive of motivate malay primary school students is completely unnecessary bcoz in a way or another those guys will end up in university, n that is a fact im not lying k? i put a tonne of effort in my study juz end up in uthm aka universiti tengelam habis malaysia, wat for, n the admin. here are same like few previous secondary school i been b4 sucks..........Majulah Melayu....opps i mean Malaysia. Stop those palestine crap la, b more concern toward your own kind la...........haiz

The things i c n i do during tis semester........

Is been a long time i post in my blog.........although is still juz me who has been viewing it myself. But at least tis blog will act like a personal diary 4 me la. 2day i wan talk about things that i c n i do during tis semester.

LOLX!!!! tis is the 1st time i saw a cat sleep like tat.......it seem like the cat was dead. Too weird.

Actually i met tis signboard in previous semester, the signboard is located in the entrance of hospital batu pahat. Until now i still cant figure it out y they want 2 forbidden abandone cat around the area, n the fact is i still c there are many cats inside the hospital. Normally our友族like cat so much, and tis signboard make me wonder will it be make by a chinese or a indian, juz kidding no ISA pls
Hah! this is my home made hovercraft, sadly tis piece a crap don even function properly. Haiz i hope i dont fail tis subject la..........

tis is the picture of me, pretty scary huh? i hate the me in the photo more bcoz it looks so ugly when im taking a photo......nvm juz a photo 4 memory. Anyway tis the photo i took when i follow the CF in my university to Bekok waterfall.
The picture we took b4 leaving Bekok waterfall. :P Again!!! i look horible on the picture.

As u all can c is a wiring circuit juz like ur home. But ti s certainly a bit low quality la. Tis is my 1st time doing wire job in my whole life, i kinda feel good about it. To be honest, i didnt make much contribution on completing the circuit, i kinda feel like everything is done by my teammate Vincent. Haha what a jerk im...........

Tis is the legendary sarawak laksa i heard it for almost a half years. Although tis laksa is made in Parit Raja, i taste good and the it taste a little bit similiar to the laksa in my hometown seremban juz without "si ham". Actually the laksa is cook by a brother Sim who is a sarawakian. He is cooking 4 all cf to let them try wat is the taste of sarawak laksa.

Honestly, i cant wait 4 my trip to sarawak. i hav a preview on sarawak laksa n i feel i wan to try the sarawak laksa in sarawak even more.....feeling hungry now.

That all!!!!! That the thing i c during the semester, i might feel typical or normal to u. But all of the things sure means a lot to me. LAstly i wan to apologise 4 me lame english (still trying hard to improve it).

The 'ME' in the past......(sad)

1st i wanted 2 show u all a picture of a little boy.........don c the picture if u r eating, trust u wont wan 2 c it when u r eating.
Im so shock when the 1st time i c tis picture, im wondering 'oi is that me ?'. N somwher in my inner self says yes that is u dumb ass.....In the mean time, the picture also remind of som1 which is...............

Yes ugly betty, som how it remind me about her dono y? mayb its bcoz the horrible of myself in primary school perhaps?

Ok move on, thank god bcoz my look change slightly a bit la and not as teruk as the time during primary school.Im quite happy about that anyway although it is not handsome.
So i gonna present u the photo i recently i take 4 my self =.="

This photo look much more better compare 2 the picture taken during primary school although it sure doesnt look leng zai enough la. But i must admit la i don som photoshop work on it in order 2 get rid the pimple on my face, and pls appreciate my work bcoz is hard 2 get a nice angle on the picture of myself (is damn hard). Like it or not that is me......

Lastly, my thought on the change of my look:
- errm quite happy lo at least is not so teruk lo
- hope my look can turn better each year lo

ERm......i apologise 4 my lame english, actually i use the word look is not quite suitable but wat 2 do the words i noe in english is very very very limited.

New Year,New beginning,New hope

Firstly i wanted 2 wish all happy Chinese new year although i don think tis blog wil nit b view by anyone accept me myself.

SO, is almost new year already ,i got new problems , new dream, new roommates, and more things which is new 2 me.

Actually not much i wanted 2 talk about, i recently found out that all of my buddy got a partner,i mean is a girlfriend or boy friend kind of things..... Ya i felt quite erm....dunno how 2 describe my feeling rite now. Is juz that in my mind that all of ur fren will hav so call 'partner' and mayb family in the nearly further.

ther is juz 2 things is bothering me about

1. will i gonna still stay in touch with them after they having 'partner', but these theory is proven wrong by 1 of a fren of mine but i still worry.
2. next, everyone hav a so call 'partner', and y i don hav? actually it make sense the problemof myself i knew it all along but it juz hard 2 accept the facts......u noe wat i mean.

Ai ya i admit la ,i feel lonely a bit somtimes la......
wat 2 do , wat i can do is juz wait god 2 find 1 for me^^

again sry 4 me bad english and happy chinese new year everyone.

Problem,problem and still problem again....

1st thing i quite hapi 2day cause i juz finish de info 4 de friday cf gathering.

of course im not so happy earlier 2day, my electrical lecturer is so darn bored, i nearly felt asleep by that time. at last i cant stand it and went 2 de toilet 2 wash my face 2 keep in focus.then de computer programming lab, instruter is quite good but juz strict, didnt giv us any hints on how the thing should work and thought we learn all of tis during de lecturer class.haiz....we juz manage 2 finish it juz on time.so i must thk god 4 that,i noe is god work 2 let me finish on time.

i juz meet my technical writing lecturer. she is a fatty(not meant 2 insult it true). it quite scary though bcoz tis lady talk in manner that make me didnt fell well. her taling is juz like shooting, sooner or later som1 will get hurt, scary izit.....=.="now still hav 2 divide group in that course, hope god giv a good group of ppl so my job would b more easier hehe,(always want 2 take short cut). anyway wat is the use of gruop project anyway doesnt make sense......

believe or not me now starting 2 looking forward 2 chinese new year. actualluy is juz looking forward 2 go home, not de festive season. damn i miss home. semester holiday been home 1 month is like heaven 2 me, but when i return here in my hostel suddenly felt like i been in hell. hey i wonder in hell r ther ppl shouting their prayers.hmm....who noe lolx.

again sry 4 my bad english,actually manglish. hope my life will better and everryone happy 4ever.

Another new beginning.....

Erm...im start my new with a blow on myself. y i say like tat is i hav a heavy running nose when i juz arrive at uthm(kononnya). the weather here is totally different with my hometown. the weather in my hometown is usually hot like hell, moreover the resident in my 'Taman' had a weird hobby that is open burning. i don noe y but tis seem 2 b the case when got home everytime 4 sem break or holidays.

At campus, as usual girls r not much here. although ther r som new student but studying is more important la of course...cheh juz like 2 pretend im a hardworking geek kind of person. i com here i found that i had grow a lot of 'imported doudou' on my face that surely is not a good thing n im trying hard 2 get rid of it.

Arh....hostel. thx god i hav 2 new roommate, i much much more better than i expected. those 2 r not person that r not considerate. however i still quite not suitable with 4 in a room. but wat 2 do, the rules is 4 person in 1 room. main point coming, the love ly speaker of my hostel which had a different job instead of making announcement. the speaker bcom louder n i cant slp for 3 days continuously. but what u noe, the speaker 's volume had been lower recently n i can hav a good slp....at last.

So, many say that a new day is a new beginning. i say a sem i also a new beginning, although i might face the same problem as i did lst sem. but i hav faith wit god, god will help go through all this hardship..... last sem i really didnt did well enough at least i think it myself. so this sem i will double or mayb triple my effort 2 engance my grade. hope i will had the spirit 2 keep it up.....
加油to myself. gambateh.....

Lastly, i wish this sem all things will go well in the end. AND most importantly 2 wish 4 my parent 2 hav good health. and erm.... world peace no bom flying around ^^