my mum

i had a difficulty of naming the title everytime i decide 2 write somthing on the blog......nthg special, juz plain stupidity and lack of creativity that causing all tis.....

Ya my mum, the most important person in my world. Ok, i will roughly describe her, she a really nice, hav a super good temper and always will thought of others 1st before herself. The last 1 is 1 of the things i really proud and in the same dislike it also of my mum. Coz she juz dono how 2 say 'NO' sometimes.....haha.

Some says that the hav less topic to discuss with their parents. mayb coz of generation gap. but that certainly not my problem......haha. i discuss every single thing with my mum, except the part i fall in love with a girl, but certainly will inform her if i got a gf la......thats for sure. we can laugh and making joke around, sharing problem she is facing and wat problems im facing. everytime juz hav a tonne of things 2 said when i saw her especially now im not stying at home coz of studying. I still can rmb the times when father working outstation, i followed my mother go work at the church and having dinner which consist only 2 drumstick at home. By that time, we r poor but the life is sure simple and happy. everyday taking bus and i can still rmb she bring me 2 the lake garden 4 the rabbits and of course A&W.........haha.

Due 2 her super good temper, some part deep inside me was strongly influence by her. For example, im not a person who can juz really mad whenever i wan although i hav a bad temper( i thk i get tis frm my dad's gene). I realise that i don hav the power of terrifying others or rather make them scared, coz they juz wont be scared.So, the solution is i save up all my energy rather than wasted it on getting mad, coz it juz no point of doing it. haiz.......but anyhow im not a nice person, i could b mean and selfish person, not like my mum. I believes that good character build up when u r small, and the person building up my character is my mum. Well, sort of.......at least

im not a complete jackass.......

Really grateful to God giving me such a good mother. Ther r alot of good memories that she gave me. When i was a kid, i used 2 get sick frequently, the word frequently means 1 month 3 times visiting the doctor......but thks to her patience and care i finally make it out frm it. She even bancuh tea 4 me de leh.......not 1 or 2 days, is everyday. my frens coming also get shock that my mum is making tea for my father. my father is damn lucky of having my mother as his wife.

Finally juz wan 2 say that everyone's mum is good, practically ther r all the same, their motive r good, that is 2 fulfill their children needs and giving them suitable advise. Some of the mothers mayb harsh or rough 2 their children, that is juz another way they care abt u.......so talk to them more, hear wat they say, these simple action may mean alot to them.

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随机，random。。。

每次在blog写东西的时候都觉得好像自己在‘自high’。每次都是写些有的没的，要不然就是就是些不知道对不对得价值观。当然，我还是会继续写更多的废话。很久没用华语写了，感觉很多字都不会了(这次一定会写很久，小六程度是酱咯）。

最近，听回很多旧歌，其实也不会很久啦，好象陶喆，jolin，王力宏，林俊杰，elva，光良品冠。很多歌都很好听。听了这些歌，想了很多事，好坏都有。所以说，歌是一个很妙的东西。能够让你开心，让你忧。

最近以为告一段落的咚咚，又回来了。这些事不适合在这里讲，讲了让有些人产生对某种东西有不好的印象。真的不是什么好东西就对了。

几天前，剪了自己觉得有一点sorry的头发。每次剪了头发都是酱的，看着镜子，就是不顺眼。不用紧，回去等给人笑咯。这几天都在发呆，每天都在等放假。呵呵，还有5天。这次真的要plan一下咯，妈妈难得重获自由，想跟妈妈去逛街和看戏，我今天问了她都说ok。现在只是要看什么戏和买到票没有罢了。

刚才去了听关于latihan industri的东西，很想在这个大放假beres掉它。现在是有点头绪要去那里做，不是在seremban就是在沟渠王aka parit raja。至少是在自己比较熟悉的地方。还好有的去LI不然真的要在家发霉鲁。。。。

最近这几年，我本身越来越没有新年的感觉。可能是人长大了，老了。新年只是会想着回家，然后玩，癫完后就回去受苦咯。真的有点没意思,但是这几年真的过的比较开心。没了亲戚，但多了朋友。。。‘补回数啦’。

ok la, hope tis few more days faz faz go away la, so i can bak home and the holiday slow slow pass, i don wan 2 go bak ther so faz.....haha

Am i wrong?

Lol, juz dono y? i turn down 1 of my coursemate when he ask me a question i hav 50 % on it i can answer. But instead i turn him down by giving some lame excuses that my lab report havnt finish yet.

Its weird man, is juz a natural instinct 2 give out that excuse. He is the guy that coz me 1 yr of misery........During my study here, i learned somthing, or rather said i found out that i cant treat everyone nice. University is juz so not like primary or secondary school......is totally 2 different world. Now, i usually will choose myself, who shld i hang out with, who is worth of helping he/her up, who 2 make fun and telling joke with. Once i heard a quote states that 'if u cant change them, blend with them'.......my point of view is 'if u cant change them, get away from them'. U wan 2 say me 记仇o wat so ever, i juz don wan 2 do it.

But strangely, after turning he down, i felt a sense of guilt inside me. I seldom felt guilt though. I will onli felt that way when i miss out somthing or som1. But the guy is definitely the 1 i wana miss out. So, i juz don get myself. Mayb God wan me 2 help him, hmm then God finds the wrong person perhaps.......go find som1 else, although God's teaching is ' love ur neighbour and ur enemy', but sry God 'mission failed' tis time.

Guess is still a long way 2 b 'holy' huh? actually i din plan it also. Recently i found out i been tagged by my coursemates that im a religous kind of guy.......i involve in the fellowship too much, actually when i thk bak, i been involving in it when i 1st step in 2 tis uni. My frens all wont call me out coz they noe i will b bz of my fellowship task or sunday going 2 church. So i basically miss out those gathering with all my coursemate bcoz of that. And 1 thing that really pissed me off is, a fren from my course is chatting wit me on9 on fb, we discussing abt when the rain will stop, he answer me 'pray harder then the rain will stop'. By the time, in my head onli a word 'bastard'. Is more like a teaser than a normal conversation sentence lo........FML

Anyway, im juz believing wat i believed. I don mind of giving tagged or boycott in certain level. So i thk i will juz live my wit 1 ear close and 1 eye close lo. Life would b much more better that way........finally, cant wait 4 cny, wan 2 c my mum, eat cny biscuits and ply cards......haha without the bananas of course!!!!haha!!!!!

friends......

The encounter of a human with another human is so magical, sometimes. From two unrelated person unfamiliar to friends that laughs together is nvr been an accident. in my point of view, is fate that brought us 2gether.......no doubt. Whenever we r together, we juz can make out somthing that we can laugh abt.......is not the normal laugh but the no image kind of laugh.

Recently, a fren juz wrote on fb that she really miss the Sabah trip when we r 2gether. For heaven sake, i really miss it too. The whole trip is juz like laughing non-stop, we luagh on the place we went, in the car and even we laugh at the hotel room. The 'time killing' activity we usually do during the trip is plying cards or 锄大弟. During the sabah trip, we ply cards and the bet is banana, surprisingly. The loser will receive a banana frm the winner. The whole process was head-off laughing experience. In the end i win many of those banana, which is huge(alert, those bananas r not ordinary size bananas). Guess wat, im very that nite.

Next, i recall that doreamon step on a rock like shit, in other words is a shit look like a rock. When we arrive at the cow farm, my 'fren' was so excited, she lead us the way into the farm 2 take some pictures. She told us 2 step on the rock would b safer coz the farm is full of shit.......i mean bullshit^^. Juz after wat she told us, she step on the 'thing' that looks like a rock. bulleyes!!! everyone is juz laughing like hell. Kena jackpot!!!!!! ok la ok la, i don wan mention more liao.......

Really cherish the friendship that we have and hope it will laz 4ever. even after they r married, coz by then i might could still b single and no1 2 yamcha wit is very 'kolian' d........haha

hope we will hav a trip again.......the laughter is the things i missed the most.......hope all my frens will hav new hope, new determination, new bf/gf, new will 2 stay strong in this new year.......peace out dude, now i can go FB again, hehe........

a moment juz 4 myself

Do u ever feel like u r down? without any specific reason? u feel uneasy all of a sudden, and get really pissed off without any reason and all u wana 2 do is juz lay down on ur bed or juz sitting at the corner of ur room day-dreaming (aka emo).........

Well, y i wana share tis coz, in my whole life, i thk i spend more time on doing that day-dreaming stuff compare 2 other things. some said that it is a bad practise coz, u will eventually bcom less social-like person. u tend 2 b alone a cant mix wit others. in my point of view, it could b a good thing also, coz during that time u can juz relax, thought of some memorable moments, the purpose of life, wat u nid 2 do next, thk of wat u done in the pass few years.........and more. So, its more like a power regain process that function like sleep but sleeping is physically and day-dreaming is mentality. but hey don get me wrong, im not those anti-social kind of guy, i like going out wit frens, doing some crazy stuff and it juz fun........although, in a certain period i does bcom a introvert somehow la, and that the things i wana 2 share next.

Ok next is the bad side of it, sometimes the day-dreaming could b like a labyrinth.......u will keep on trapped inside until u find ur way out. wat i mean is u will keep on and on thking abt a problem until u found a solution. and in the process of finding the solution, u may suffer frm depression and wont like to talk 2 any1, at least thats wat i experience. the process amy take days , months or even years to figure it out.......but sometimes it juz a snap and u got the answer.

So, overall ther is pros and cons la of course, nthg is perfect and that include me and u......bcoz we r juz humans. Life is juz abt finding the right way to suit the surrounding around and not the other way around.......if not u will b suffering, big time!!!!

Last and will b the least, happy chinese new years.......lol seems like too early leh, nvm i been looking 4ward 2 it since i arrive again in the king of 'longkang'..........wish everyone happy days ahead.........