2day my fren told me that, is time 4 me 2 chg the group of photo display on my blog. so i did it, juz replace wit some fun moments and some really important frens. when i look back those photos, it juz like yesterday that all those things happen. i cherish every moment of it and i do miss my dye hair alot. guess i wont hav chances 2 doing that again coz my parents wont allow it. so i thk is bye bye dye hair and hello dull guy.......haha.
juz in tis recent months i realise somthing, i notice that i like 2 express all my problem 2 my frens. and here comes the problem, most of my fren r really willing 2 hear all my problems but i din even thought of is, do they willing always receive some craps u throw at them abt tis la, that la, like tis la, like that la........bla bla bla!!!!!!! is juz like u r throwing some rubbish in a rubbish can and in this case the problems is the rubbsh and the rubbish can is my frens.........juz wana say sry to treat u all as rubbish cans........really am sry. from those secondary school gang till meeting mr jeremy at uni....... it seem that i complained alot blaming tis and that. ya is true that life sucks but the least i can do is kept it 4 myself and not to share 2 others. so now, i prefer 2 share the good things that happen in my life rather that sharing my problems.......it juz makes others happier.
but tis bad habits certainly cant chg in 1 or 2 days, it needs time, right i will still share my problems wit my buddies........but hey hopefully i can chg it after tis........
the sun will still rise every morning and yet my butt will still be kick every year(i guess 2011 will also b the same).........so peace out, happy new year and watch out the cockroach bsides u....haha
haha.....juz now going through youtube to find some guitar learning tips video, and i saw tis video named 'learning guitar to get laid'. It juz totally sick man, i din click the link though, coz i noe i wont get 2 the level of get laid k? and the concept is juz bad........guess tis was the consequences of the world of internet.
ok enough of those craps, recently juz too into PPS aka the software with unlimited movie. i even miss out my fren calling out to sing k. which is 1 of the muz do activity during tis holiday, and guess wat i miss it. it was chaotic and it bug me a whole day. besides that, i hav another thing that marked as 'muz do', that is buying a cheapskate guitar (probably suits som1 noob like me). i found a photo that reflects my feeling now.......
notice that the girl in the picture holding a mic rite? ya i miss out the sing-k part, but on the other hand of the girl is holding a guitar........that the part i wan 2 fulfill b4 going 2 bali. i wan 2 buy a guitar........if i cant fulfill tis also, my world will b like the statement of the picture.
but don worry, im certainly not encountering a breakup........but seriously the picture is creative and i like the statement, ppl tend 2 do strange things when they having breakup or their partner making them upset. ad that includes sing-k, ply guitar, ply games especially pc games, threat books serously and even read bible. the last 1 was odd but it is true.......it certainly not my own experience la, if not by now i shld hav a tonnes of bible knowledge. i can still rmb my 'do weird things period' which is plying online games, and after it was recover and u juz cant make it stop. in the end, i end up in UTHM....wahahahaha.
Uhmmm.....i really hope i can have a guitar and planning 2 buy it in this few days. my christmas wish are having a guitar, learn it as fast as possible (coz there is a need of more guitarist in our fellowship) and wish god give me a purpose in life. im a person who can loose his focus easily.......i always keep distracted by things that goes around my life. hope everyday is a good day and everyone can live happily ever after........
nw is approximate 1.20am, and im not feeling sleepy yet. din felt like to ply games or watching movie, so decided 2 write somthing here.
1st stuff, i got 2 c- dy......wonder how many of those r coming. if the trend cont. like tis i cant even get 3.00, and i lower my target liao.....if i really cant get 3.00 i wont go 2 my convocation ceremony. tis time 4 real. juz now having a gathering at old town located at terminal 2. it feel likes so holiday when i hav tis kind of gathering especially wit my old form 6 frens. they even celebrate 3 persons bday, and that includes me la......haappy. still rmb the scene wher i celebrate my bday at parit raja with all those cf member, and i need 2 fetch som1 2 my dono shld i call bday party? hmmm i wonder and causing a little tiny bit of misunderstood ther.......kacau betul. guess happiness does come with some unfinish business huh......ok bak 2 old town, happy bcoz still hav ppl celebrate my bday after 1 months more of my bday~~~and a present that i buy, don she like it o not, i juz simply buy........din kinda survey 1st b4 buying, crappy me. anyway hope she likes it, in a way or another.
haha.......2day my fren ther stab me with her words again.....she said 'u can get a girl easily when u can drive'.......i noe i cant drive but i juz dono how 2 drive man.......but all she said was the truth, actually the whole truth. will try 2 work on that part though, 'kononnya la'. tis yr been to too much wedding ceremony and too much wedding happens, it makes me kinda unbalance mentally, and don worry i wont kill myself, i wont even i always thought of dying. going here and ther ppl r asking u 2 find a gf. and 1 more thing is super duper strange, bcoz everyone in the uni 1st noe me, they will thought i would hav a gf, dono y, and dono how come. example, tis 1 guy a indian named Jo that i meet during my koko class, i told him that im single......he juz said 'nah u r bluffing', then i nid 2 try convince him that i don hav gf even once. next, at the wedding shop(dono wat actually it called), the sales girl ask me to let her organise my wedding when i wanted 2 get married, my fren told him im single and she said impposible, mayb i think too much......mayb she juz wan more business. beside tis 2, ther r a few person that wont believe that i don hav a gf. is juz wat the heck......is my head copped 'im not single'.......so now i juz wanted 2 say that ' im single and not available'........i thk is time i join mr jeremy's ice man club.
home does feels good, nice bed, nice air, nice tv (coz my dad juz apply astro), and of course is nice 2 juz c my parents again. especially my mum. my mum now is juz totally in a good mood, she hav her normal routine cooking, gardening, sewing, watching tv and now she even go 4 morning exercise. b4 tis she cant really go 4 the exercise coz she hav 2 take care my grandma every morning. now that was all history and now is a new beginning 4 her i thk. really glad and grateful that i saw the way my mum is. and thx god 4 giving her life bak........really grateful
haha....now is 1.50am......my eyes started 2 close dy.......biological clock rang and i thk thats it 4 now........and here is a music video by a malaysian singer, the lyrics r good, melody r good and even the whole video is damn meaningful....so enjoy......
i also hav 3 words wanted say........that is 睡觉啦！！！！
Recently, somthing does happens.......and it does felt really funny and i din noe that i hav that charm that can threaten others. haha........i juz share wit 1 of my fren, the incident does remind me of som1..........and 1 song juz pops up of my head which is tis.........hilary duff's so yesterday.......that som1 is sooooooooo yesterday
