the start of an finale

last semester huh? many ppl(mainly ex-uni stdents) told me that u will miss ur uni life. but wat i think is the opposite. i c everyone in their uni will had some urge to go back bcoz in their respective uni will definitely experiences some degree of hapiness. as for me is kinda different, im definitely not happy abt the uni life i had, certainly felt not happy at all and i wont had the urge to go bak, not a bit, no chance.....

Guess tis is the last sem liao, had to work my ass out to finish my fyp for sake of able to graduate. i went bak uni early to start my fyp earlier but seems like 'langsung takda jadi la'. my progress is still 0% and i felt want to cry liao. everyday go to lab, even now the technician noe who we r.......fml. hope that i can handle my studies well tis semester, my fyp and also my serving in cf well la. im crossing my fingers for that.....haha.

Seems is the last semester, im kinda stuck on a question. 'What's ur plan after tis , Mr Ooi?'. for the record, i din think much of it actually, mayb find a job? find a mate perhaps? or juz do nthg staying at home 'ukur lantai'( the chance of tis happen will be when the sky suddenly drop a huge amount of money for me lo). but wat i noe is i had to start think abt provide some financial to the house and my parents. f.y.i, they are officially a retiree since last year. i din even dare to ask money frm them accept last time birthday my mum giv me some money.

so tis is life huh? u will keep moving frm another state to another no matter u want it or not. juz hope everything goes well in the future and hope i wont stop in the past myself and move forward........

i saw a quote which i think is very meaning and inspiring, 'Wake up everyday stronger than yesterday, face your fears and wipe your tears'. is nthg wrong to have fears or tears, it doesnt mean that u r weak, all u had to do is to face it and be tougher. add oil lo Mr. Ooi, u can de.....juz had some faith on wat u do........go kick some pity asses when the new sem starts........