真心

有时候觉得朋友不需要多，只要有几个真心的朋友就好了。当你心情难过的时候，有个真心的朋友跟你讲一下话（就算他一直‘算’你的不是也好），你的心情也会平复下来。因为如果是真心的朋友是无所不谈的，没有秘密，心情好可以跟你嘻嘻哈哈，心情不好也可以跟你呱呱叫。。。。。他是不会赶你走，嫌你烦到他，因为他知道你的处境。

最后，‘真心难求，找到了情好好珍惜’

From : ur friendly neighbourhood cockroach

ride 1st pay later (my own philosophy)

This post is have nthg to do with buses, is more about my thought on boy and girl relationship which i called it "ride 1st pay later" aka pregnant b4 marriage. The sentence is actually comes from a chinese's phrase called "先上车，后补票". That y i put a bus picture on top......

Ok 1st of all, i really "pantang" tis kind of practise, is not bcoz im a religious kind of person. Is juz this kind of practice cause alot of problem to themselves and others too. Try imagine a girl juz known a guy 4 juz a few weeks and hav that 1 that1 with him, is so unwise and foolish la 4 my perspective la. Ok, u may say u fall in love from the 1st sight and u hav make he or her ur only one. But if he or she thinks u r their onli one, i think they wont simply hav that1 wit u la.

Now change to another situation, the 1st i thought onli the guys that are "gatal". The girls will hav that1 that1 with their boyfriend juz to show him that they love him "THAT MUCH". But seem like my thinking are soooooo wrong, girls too hav that kind of "gatal" hunch also......damn din c that coming. And im not lying. i cant tell u where i got the information from, is sensitive and i don wanna get caught........:P

the reason i share the topic is this kind of practice eventually ends with something bad, i din say that could n't b any "happily ever after" cases but its really........can find a suitable to describe. It happen to my relatives, friends and even my neighbours. Most of it end with divorce which i felt was a really sad thing. The most significant reason behind tis divorces is not losing their virginity b4 marriage but the pregnancy occurs and they din hav enough understanding with each other well enough and get married. It will coz a hell lot of problem when they start off a family.

Lastly, think twice b4 u act, everything is under ur own control. U don wan somthing bad happens in ur relationship like the bus picture below.

Best regard from : ur friendly neigbourhood cockroach

missing pieces

It seem likes whenever my semester started, i felt like there are missing pieces in myself. The feeling i felt it more than ever especially from tis sem and i thk it will in the future sem also. It kinda makes u feel fade up, and believe it or not, the fade up feeling i hav 4 tis sem started early, it seem likes too early, is b4 CNY. Damn i loss all of my mood to study........and mayb tis sem i seldom get back to my hometown and alot of shit juz happen 1 by 1......continuously non-stop. Im not complaining abt my life, u decide wat path u wanna go through but i juz cant handle the pressure. Im hav more frequent emo state and causing hell a lot of problem to others (sry 4 that if u r 1 of the victim).

However, every the missing pieces seems to be found and put back together during my semester holiday. hang out with frens, laying whole day in my bed, plying on9 games non-stop, and i thk the most important is can stay with my mum and knowing she is alright. It feel bad when i noe my mother's sickness get worse when last time i get back home, it makes me almost study-less.

Life is not an easy task, u wanna live on, so u muz overcome the shits that happens in ur life......

From : Ur friendly neighbourhood cockroach